I just finished rereading Between Two Kingdoms – A Memoir of a Life Interrupted by Suleika Jaouad.

I first read this incredible book in 2021, it’s a permanent book on my Kindle. And then when I saw the paperback in my very big bookstore, I had to buy it. Even though I have it on my Kindle.

For some reason, I needed to hold this book. To see the cover with Suleika, Oscar, and Sunshine sitting ready for the next big thing.

This book is not an easy read. It’s at times horrifying. Suleika brings you with her inside the many hospital rooms, ICUs, and chemotherapy appointments. It is an honest account of her experiences as a young person on the cusp of adulthood and suddenly dealing with death every single day.

When I first read her book, I knew a little about Suleika thanks to her NY Times column. I was drawn to her because of illness. While I have not had a cancer diagnosis, I do know what life is like with a chronic and at time debilitating illness.

I felt in 2021 that Suleika would understand me, and I her. We shared a common language and at some levels experience. What Suleika so clearly communicates is the life people like her, me, and anyone who has come out of the other side has to live through – the stillness and uncertainty between sickness and relative health.

This space is for me, the two kingdoms.

Rereading this book over the last few weeks has been a comfort. It reminds me of the importance of not losing perspective and the gift of making it through.

We are in some strange times right now – wherever you live in the world. Chaos, darkness, and not-great-humanity are everywhere. This book reminds you of how lucky your are and that there is indeed still goodness.

Definitely read this book. It’s not easy. But nothing valuable is easy. It might just help you shift your perspective. And remind you on those days when you need it, that you are indeed a fortunate person.

Suleika has a new book coming out very soon. Yes, I’ve preordered it… The Book of Alchemy – A Creative Practice for An Inspired Life. And if you haven’t watched it, watch American Symphony on Netflix.

Thank you Suleika for being so honest and open. We need more of this. And thank you for saying what is so hard for so many of us to articulate.

If you’re looking for the book, here’s the cover: